tear it up

I tear at the dirt of my once favorite memories my nails bleed and rip desperate to cling to you I still feel the butterflies when I go over all of the details of your touch I need to stop peice by peice I'm being torn by this lust my heart is ripping I'm so confused you wanted my heart to tear to rip to bleed to long to yearn for you I still think of you in my dreams you've never left my mind I want you to leave I'm wasting my time to think of you so highly you have so much power over my mind over my torn heart to make my eyes glassy to throw my sobs to the floor one sentence just fucking one a single glance across the room and I'm back to tears I'm so over this delusion these rose tainted lies just leave go back through the once locked door I'm ready just leave