Tam and Winnie

Stuck sick lost and pissed off , everything I've worked and searched turned out tainted no doubt , I totally went the wrong and extra long rout , difficult with no promise of success actually left me a mess , this must be purgatory would be my best guess, I was very strict about another relationship and what's a no go and whats a must , I'm talking mainly sexually in that manner , yeah I layed down certain rules that are life and death . when I was married I could not stand the sex, closed minded scared square,and prude when we were nude and I was in a kinky horny mood , I could not handle that fucking attitude so after 14 years we divorced finally . so when I was free I found an ex girlfriend from school days who come to find out was turned on hot by my different ways , she loved doing things every time anytime my way I like to play. she was great in bed did whatever I said didn't screw with my head , play stupid games to derail the session. I fucked up 190% and lost her forever for sure goddam it such bullshit .that's about impossible to get or find ever again. the girl I'm with now is like oh wow , a hustler who gets me anything I want within reason, true to me as well. catch part 2 for the strange dark sex