taking ur own life

the day you decide to take your own life it will start like any other day your alarm will still beep in the morning your cat will still be on top of the cat tree and your dog will be wagging its tail by the door waiting for you to come home not knowing you never will again you left at 3 am and went to a bridge you jumped over and just as you were flying off the other end you realized you didn't want to leave you realize you still have things unsettled and the it wasn't worth it but it was too late you died the next morning your mother wakes up to a devastating call saying that they found your body on the side of the river bank you were gone she cries and tells family members your dog is still whacking its tail at the door and every sound it hears in the hallway your neighbors are still annoyed because of the thin walls they can hear ur alarm clock the cat is drinking it's water you gave it yesterday ur brother and sister fall to their knees crying and begging God to bring you back but you don't come back the bullies in high school over here what happened and blame themselves wondering why they said those things even if you die nothing will change but the pain you felt traveled to everybody but u wont come back