taking my breath

I feel it rising, the feeling in my throat, feeling how the thoughts choke me, feeling how my thoughts slowly taking control of me, I can't control anything anymore. These thoughts keep coming back. Living in my mind like pesticides Making it to a never ending maze, a jungle of thoughts. I can feel how they get control. How they make me go crazy. How they make me loose my mind. I try to fight them... hoping I will win.