take the blame

you put me at my lowest when all I ever wanted was love and affection you made sure that i feel less of what I thought I was you made me believe that everyone who ever lost me found better and I was just a step for your better that was a deal breaker it not like I'm comparing the love and everything else it how things makes sense now now that I feel empty enough it how everything is clear of what was real and what is fake guess in that time miles were not that long and every affection was real just the timing went wrong and everything else broke but now I don't even know weather I'm loved or used course everytime I feel like someone is better than me it the strength to fight which I now lack but why now I'm no longer like before my love before was never questioned by me but now I end up asking myself... take the blame you failed to make me believe