Take over

Lord, what do I do? Are you even helping me? For things are getting worse, not better. Please, God, I just can't have this happen. Please, God, help me, please. I dont want things to get worse. Please, Lord, I just can't have these dark things. I mean, I'm not trying to be a demon or witch. But it's gotten so bad that she thinks of me this way. Things are getting darker, let's just say. I wonder what did I do to deserve this. I screwup a lot but never meant to do this. To cause this to happen, please, Lord, help fix things. Make it all better, please don't let the darkness take over.