take me back🫂❤️‍🩹

I can't believe My petals are losing its colors which once used to shimmer colors now waiting for it's end for it could live again I can't believe those days are just turned-chapter now where tears rarely drop and smiles barely holding itself now all in the back of mind I can't believe those endless laughter of mine which used bloom so fine turned into a chapter which now cannot be re-read I can't believe I smiled even when I had nothing but now I have everything yet with straight lip and with hollow emptiness eyes I can't believe now i am longing for those scoldings which I never wanted then but now starving for them cause I want that sense of love I can't believe 6yr old me turned into a teenager who then would have been happy but now I just want to be revive in those days I can't believe those days with loved ones playing together all in smiles now turned into an ego competing to stood best I can't believe someday I will have to wave my flag yet the painful thing is, who knows how late or soon will I have to only to live those days again with them if I had known? it would never happen again I would never beg to grow up oh to live as a kid forever with that same smiles.