take aim

fuckkk... there isn't enough paper ... there isn't enough ink in my pink . not enough music .. to block out ... to rewrite ... ... all this pain ... I have inflicted to my mind ... as I traveled down this path to complete self destruction !!!! ..... This anger is intense ... this pain is devasting .. to my mental state ... I rip out a piece of my soul everyday . that .. I'm not being real .. it eats at my begining ... it entrapts my thoughts ... in a very lonely dark and demented place ..... and u wonder why it is that when you poked me a started screaming ..??... really ..??.. u can't see my insanity ??.. you really can't see my sin written in black ink all over my face ???.. I hide myself from u and everyone around me ... I'm a motherfin vampire lately haha... if I step out from my dusty he in the ground ..bitchs it only to see the fucking plug ... got me ??.. do u see me ?? do u know where I am at now ...?... ohh my bad I didn't mean to bring up my problems again ... excuse me for a sec ... while I go ... and tye my heart to the end of this rope and pull it on up .. try to avoid it's whales of agony as I take aim with this bow and arrow ..ok so...who wants to pay me to watch me take a shot?