tag of war

I love nature,but scared of greenlands Love waters sparkling,scared of water to. Love how warm and cold the ocean air feels. But scared of how it sounds I love bubbly personas,but hate how they are sensitive. I love the darkness but not too much to be consumed by it. love the stars,but hate how I can't plug them out for you to hold I hate how you laugh,but hate it more when it ends. I love your sensitivity,but hate how I can't protect you from it. I enjoy you venting,but hate seeing you hurt, I love as much as I hate you,but love tends to lead you know I love the nature,but scared of what lives in it, as much as I'm afraid I'll dim your light one day hate seeing your light flickering, so let me lead the way to light for you. Cause in darkness I survived,and maybe I can protect you unlike how I failed to love you