sweet pain of thoughts

Sometimes i wonder if, If my life has a meaning. I've been trapped in, All the thoughts circling. I swear I'm so weak and, I feel so breakable. I don't wanna fall and, Don't wanna let go of all. Cant even think when, When i dream of you. Am i the one or, Just a fill in for you. I wish I'd be better and, Stronger and stuff. Bragging, cursing and, Problems on and on. I love him hard and, Would die for him. Only for him and, I'd kill for him. But believing is hard when, When you're so cold. I know its hard when, Life's so stressful. Please don't raise your, Your beautiful voice. Whisper me your, Sweet words and curse.