Swallowed

Another night swallowed by thoughts, drown in the torment. My thoughts have become like rocks ... down ... down ... sink into despair ... Thoughts of you; nightmares. Why? That's all I have to ask ... Why? Do memories hurt so much? Haunted by the past I try not to use a crutch . ... hinder ... backsliding ... Positive thoughts are hard to clutch. ... swallowed ... Delirious, I sink deeper inward, behind my ribs it's now so hollow.