sustain

missing someone you love is a pain that is all too real let me explain to you just how this feels it cuts like a knife makes me bleed every time you breathe you close your eyes to try to escape but the memories ever vivid and never strong ever vivid had never strong won't allow the feeling to diminish in any kind of way growing stronger the pain more each day making it hard to even breathe finding my self always on my knees praying for any kind of relief not knowing how to live and not knowing how to grieve makes every single day a never ending cycle of chaos torment and pain that's sloghwly makes you go crippling insane still trying to grasp that reality and find some kind of standing in the pian as you cry out his name threw the tears and lonely fears stumbling threw the. motions of every day trying to pretend that your okay going all to well your not stomach tied up in to nots wishing u could wake from this dream after in his arms you strongly long for blinking twice to hold back the tears facing reality that it's truly over I breath again and try to sustain this thing we call life but to me it's not living if firce to live without him so just sustain suspended in the neverending pain