survivor

I am a savior. I have been hurt too many times. But I always bounce back. My abuser is my past. But the memory stays in my present. I am trying to have a better future with the love of my life. He took me that love does exist. But I don't have to be scared to be loved that my past is in my past. Now that I have found love. I am more scared of losing it. Search for true love is never easy. That red flag in the past. Hunt me in my sleep. I don't want to take it away from you. Because you never hurt me. I am trying to break the thought of this feeling. I am scared that one day you will leave me alone. I will be here with a view of the past. Every day I try to bounce back. You are always there when I need you. How can I be so lucky to have you in my life? When I told you that I was abused! You said to me that you would keep me safe. You hold your promise. But the memory won't go away. I am trying to break that nightmare. When I am scared. I am reaching out to you. I know he is gone. You are here. But the fear of losing you. It is clear as can be. You are my guardian angel. Who washes over me. When we first met, you always told me to trust you. It was an affair to let you in. Now that you are in my heart. You will a