Surrounded by "friends"

Piece by piece I destroy myself Helping others build themselves There's never nothing left for me I crumble until there's nothing left I cry myself to sleep While the cuts in my arms swell Surrounded by friends Who'd only come to me when they needed help They say I talk way too loudly But I am never heard I wish to be something I wish to be loved To be someone's special friend To be hugged and understood Oh dear lord Why would you make your daughter suffer like this? Oh dear mother Don't be surprised when there's blood all over the floor