~Surrender~

I'm giving up on it all I love more than I think and I think that's a mistake All it leads to is pain in the end so what else am I to do aside from to... Give up. I'm giving up on it all because in my heart and in my head I know no one will ever feel the same as I do for them, I feel weird and I feel different, and I feel like the intensity in which I love, only pushes the ones I love away, Maybe one day I'll stop.. but truthfully I don't want to, I love others more than I love myself and I know it's not healthy, but it's me. It's who I am, maybe one day I'll find someone the same but for now I surrender. I surrender to not being okay.. Until one day I am.