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how does one love again when he never gets his shot, how do you heal when they keep breaking you on the spot, I tried but I can't lift off, seems like I'm built wrong, Leave me with the things that lost interest covered in blankets of dust, I was hoping there'd be someone, but little by little I keep losing hope and faith all in one, I'm not enough, I go about it different ways I could say, but that's a lie, I'm damaged so there's an error in everything I do, I'm the walking mistake hoping to leave here soon, if that's ok with you, I see no point in me here, love couldn't convey in here, abandoned love all who enter here.