suicide

As I think about life it was only shit in my mind I can't remember one thing that made me happy as I take the courage to go on the top of the 6 foot high hotel I try thinking if I jump can i see the people that died in my arm can i just died with them as I jump time seem like it going very slow as i start to think about one time i was happy and that when most of my family was alive but they all died and left me alone now I'm going to be with them I can't wait as I died from from landing on a car