Suicidal thoughts

Tried hard to endure it all For the pain still cuts deep through the hole Pleading each second with my heart Asking it to stop getting hurt as much The hole leaving a void in my heart Which deepens as time passes by Dead from within even though still alive Not sure of what is to take place , but , I still hope to stay alive Seems to be very unfair But I know this is all not so rare When life happens to be giving you dares Of taking it far with no much fare .