Suffering in silence

In darkness and suffering, I lived to the max, With deceit and lies, while suffering drained me, Darkness overwhelmed me, and pain killed me. Loneliness crept into my mind slowly, And over time, it had broken me. But in the midst of darkness, I found a light, A spark of hope that made me look up. It was her, my angel, my salvation, The person who loved me unconditionally. But even with her love, sadness didn't go away, It lingered in the shadows, waiting to strike. I felt like a ship in a storm, With her as my only hope to survive. The darkness was still dark, The pain was still pain, But with her by my side, I could face anything. She was my refuge, my safe haven, My reason to keep going, even in sorrow and pain. Without her, I don't know what I'd be, I'd die in darkness, with no one to save me. She's my air, my water, my sun, Without her, I couldn't live, couldn't exist.