suffer

for there is no justice which exists in this world there is no control which will allow you action you wish to go away you wish you would not be violated be put into no control be forced and manipulated with nothing and no one no clue for what happens or will and all the forces only make it worse betraying, manipulating, harming and you, all the more humiliated and alone so you bid them suffer every cell of their body to suffer as much as ever could be possible psychologically, mentally over long term, short term, bursts of time may you all suffer, suffer, suffer for there exists no salvation and no control, no self, no real will in this cursed existence of life