Stupid

I'm not angry with you, I'm just filled with sorrow. I thought that I had found the one that would never hurt me. Now I just feel stupid, for thinking that you were different. I feel stupid for letting myself feel love. I feel stupid for letting myself love you will all my heart. I feel stupid for crying. I feel stupid for wanting to be selfish and tell you not to leave me. I feel selfish for wanting you so bad. I feel selfish for needing you so bad. I'm not angry with you. I just feel stupid and selfish.