stuck in the loop

Always felt life had something big for me so these were the lessons waiting for me She was a kid at heart not knowing what life had for her She was too young to understand life is not same for everyone you can't copy the same script nor learn it..it's life baby there's lot to it she blamed it on her age but now is she is too old to say that again..So here she sits beside the toilet just crying not knowing blaming could not help now she is too old to change what she could have done she is way past the time way past the opportunities way past the life here she sits again with the same hopeless hope saying life would give her something better yet it's another lesson she needs to cope again again she is doing the same thing not knowing if she is god's child or someone he doesn't care shit about now she is too deep into it to let go but holding it is bleeding her to death every day she gets up hoping for a good day yet again it's the loop she scares what is it that you are teaching her is she even strong enough to get through..