Struggles of moving on (pt. 1)

Feelings that should be buried still alive and breathing clawing out of the lie I lived in living in a lie just to forget Distance and time aren't helping it used to be only in nighttime but even in daylight he's there in the center of my mind Seeing him will reopen old wounds along with the memories salt will be rubbed in with his saccharine smile then I'll be that girl again Only seeing him and no one else