Stressed

I'm tired  And done  But I have nowhere to go  And no place to call home  I have no idea what to do  I have no plan on what to do  I have no control  I like having some control I am homeless or I'm going to be dead  Either way It's not easy  It will never be fun I hate myself  I hate my life  I want to end it all  I'm done being alive  Im done trying to be perfect  You're still searching for perfection  But I can't give it to you  I have to hurt me So the pain you'll never see If I don't speak up  I cant get beat up That's the rules  I’m done And I'm tired