strength

what is truth strength is true strength hiding the pain forced to sustain or is true strength facing it head-on crying in the rain I don't know I question myself day by day all I know is I'm forced to sustain afraid to love again even though my heart screams his name seeing him so near getting on you so far wishing he could see you for who you truly are but he's made up his mind time and time again sometimes you don't even believe that he sees you as a friend who wish to believe he says he loves you that you learned all too well those words are just words and actions so different or even his words we got to tell by many of your beautiful next you are not one minute you're this and then you're that a yo-yo not a roller coaster cuz it moves all too fast not knowing if it's the beginning of the f****** last cuz he does he destroys you and then ask you what's wrong like if he has no idea what he's done and maybe he don't maybe it's true maybe it is just all you but if you're that crazy then but you must run cuz damn this ain't f****** fun one desire only to love and be loved just like your father promised up from above but in this cold dark world is starting to believe it don't really exist only in your dreams