STRANGE I FEEL

strange I feel too strange to even tell being alone I like not because I like But my strange deeds make me like calm I may seem to be but all is to hide my wild side but it's still present in the calmness getting worse when triggered making me fight walls and stuff strange I feel and too strong to control things I tear and destroy but yet never satisfied when anger finds it's way Bipolar of (bpd),was my diagnosis but so hard to believe though symptoms I have, they convince me not for I still stand optimistic Maajah poetry -Ibmahtak Htur