Stop controlling me "Anger"

Really??😡 Are you for real... I'm tired of you I wanna start afresh.i wanna fix myself I'm no longer have friends now because of you! I stabbed my mom... I killed my own father..my brother..my blood because of you! my hands are full of blood,I can't even drink water.. because only I see it's blood.. blood.. blood..fucking blood!🩸 So please leave me alone.i wanna be my new me.that shining star.because it's worse now I can't even use the white candle to pray ..I use the red one..red for danger.red for killer,and red for....🤬 so please leave me alone.i'm tired of you.i wanna go back to school,I wanna be the topper of my life.So ANGER flash yourself away from me.because it is time for me to chew you💔💪🏽