stop

when is it ever going to stop will the pain ever drop why do i get excited to see your name on my notifications list Is it the thrill of connection or something I've missed only to be disappointed by the facts a painful truth that brings us back the feeling i missed when you were mine a bittersweet longing , forever on my mind you're somewhere out there telling her how bad i was while she is smiling, thinking she won the lottery but she's too busy smiling with her newfound applause to see all your flaws im giving it 3 months soon you will come running back with a heart that's full of regret and lack but this is where my full stop ends