stop...

I feel like a liar trying to be someone I don't know trying to live while hiding trying to learn but failing. I feel like they lied did they really like me enough? or they were just lying to nor make me feel bad? was I really necessary there? to fill their empty spaces? and now I only cry even if I'm dehydrated enough to die I feel like I'm easily replaced did my job as a bridge between you two worked so well that now I'm not important anymore? I just wanna run away from you two and from my fears before you even have the chance to think about really leaving me cause even if I'm just being dramatic the pain feels real and I can't stop it.