Stop

and you're back with smiles and all then you left you were here then you aren't here you come and go as you please and when you're back as if nothing happened you're getting me all mixed up I was fine before now I'm not so sure why would you? why would you be back? I was fine before or I thought so but my feelings say so why are you doing this? but wait, I can't blame you every time you're back I'm the one who welcomed you every time and now I'm sitting here questioning you questioning me questioning you and me am I being too critical? you said don't think too much but think is all I do right now how can I escape from this hell hole? every time you're back I feel all sorts of feelings why can't I be completely numb? why can't I? why can't you? stop 20240805