still. (Tw mentions of SA)

I can feel this After all this time still Your hand Where I don't want it still I don't understand But I can pretend still I'm fine I'm ok I'm good great still I can feel Him why god is he still there still in my dreams my nightmares Get out. Stop. No. still my words ring into the empty void not reaching his ears why just leave me alone still I'm so scared I don't feel safe I don't want to feel afraid still there isn't much I can do I try to get away still I'm not strong enough I'm not I'm not safe I'm alone still so fucking alone I want to yell I want to scream. I want to scream untill I puke up my insides still I am silent I felt I've yelled enough my voice my body tethered ripped broken still.