STILL IN LOVE WITH YOU

I'm still in love with you I miss you I cry over that everyday I try hard to not hate myself I am pleasing the wall, my blanket, my pillow to bring you back to me we are not for each other I suffer or you suffer but why- I want to suffer for you I want to be in love with you I want you to love me as you always do it won't end well I know but I'm still in love and im suffering