still?

After all this time? Do I still love you? I thought I just loved the thought of you But every so often in my dreams you appear It seems my heart still belongs to you and my mind wants you to disappear I'll suffer all day and night and you won't care This internal conflict just isn't fair What has to happen so I'm over you My soul revolves around you like The Earth and Moon Our paths will never cross destiny made sure But I'm still in love with her