still

I hate you But not enough to let you die. But not enough to kill you. I HATE you But I enjoyed your presence. But I played your games. But I let you see me. But I danced with you. “I hate you” I still kissed you. I still touched you. I still let you in. I love you And you love me. I love you enough to forgive you. But you didn’t love me enough to stay. I hate myself I hate myself For ever loving you. For still loving you