Step up

Today I took a big step up. I hope I don't fall because it took me long to get here. I have to keep going backward. They were too many chapters open in my life. Some gave me a hard time. Some closed with no problem. But the one won't be completed. They are those dark days. The words won't come out. I have to work hard with my feelings to get where I am now. To find peace in me. I called it my happy place. I don't want to doubt myself anymore. I want to take a step without regard. But I have to take an action of faith. To believe in myself again. I am putting myself first. Don't feel guilty about it because I want to be me. I don't want to lose this feeling; It Is the best feeling ever. To feel happy about something I did.Because I do have a voice. That with my words. I just realized I do for everyone, maybe because something overturned me. But now I am finding myself again. Before all my drama came to me. Now I have taken a big step. I show the world who I am. I step out of my comfortable, with fear in my heart. Because I don't want to fall, so I can stand on my two feet and be me.