stay

If that day comes where you no longer stay beside me, If that day ever comes, I— with my entire metaverse of sadness, with infinite intensity, with everything pulled inside my chest, until my brain and body bleed to death I will crawl on my own. I will not ask for help. I promise— I will move forward eventually. But only after I collapse. Only after I beg with tears to my blanket, the wall, god nature— to bring you back, to let you stay.