"State of Mind"

Hoping to forget the stain you gave as I leave the site. But as I enter the tunnel you mentioned, the truth reveals. Maybe the loneliness is what you feel that I finally understand Or maybe going out is your only way that I still scared of these unknown places Can't believe that I'll carry the longing feeling until it dries. Just like how I vision myself going to this ride. I am thankful to those you checked on me. The challenge is really not my type. Tomorrow is really the day, but now I'm running away. It's all in my head but still holding the purpose of being strong. But still, I really want to go back playing like a kiddo Where all I ever do is just to simply play like bimbo