Starving For Attention

I'm starving for a love, for attention, but every time I feel like I grasp it..., it slips away like a slippery bar or soap, or words stuck in my throat. Every time I give an inch they take a mile and that's why you haven't seen my beautiful smile. I feel so naked I feel stripped and none of them feel guilt. My mind is deranged and even if I do stray I'm still a slave. I'm cold, im bare I feel all their awful stares. Myind goes astray but my heart will always stay. When I tray to be on sight everyone chooses flight, I have so many feelings and so much love to give someone and all that and above, when it comes to push and shove. I just keep my head held hight to the sky. I just want to matter to feel another's warm embrace. Not like a disgrace, I'm scared and starved with only a mission to get attention.