START.

I need a new start; Even if I'm starting alone; I need to start; I need to start anyway. Some decisions I've taken so head on and I've come to regret I would have taken it easy. In the midst of all these, I became indecisive because I felt it was best. But I need to start anyway. I've gone extra miles to be so hardworking but it now downed on me I would've also allowed laxity to play in. I'm now left alone, I never knew I could never always do it all alone. But I need to start anyway. At times I've displayed much wisdom to reflect my intellect. May be I would have also allowed the dummy in me. I now see why I can never always be right. But I need to start anyway. Many battles I fought so hard to keep and I ended up with wounds in my heart, may be I would have let gone and lost. I never knew things change, so I thought it wrong. But I need to start anyway. The heart is very tender and many things need to let go even if it means emptying the heart. But one thing is certain, never to leave my heart behind. I need to start anyway. 🖊️JOHN BEMSHIMA BENEDICT