stars late at night

I wonder in life for do I have eyes i look around late at night to see the stars in my sight and see the beauty of all things wondering for a purpose or for a call for do the stars have any light at all as I gleam in the beauty of these things any purpose for those things I bring for being a good friend isn't enough for being alone and needing to be tough being taught how to live and feel wondering why I am even relevant to heal again I look up at the stars and see the beauty long and far seeing these things again and again knowing how to feel relevant again