Stages : sparkling eyes

Whenever I ask her , " What do you want ? " She always has those stars in her eyes , Which sparkles bright each time . Every time she talks she can't hold her excitation , She is just a child . But now it is not like that , Does her eyes face the reality , Now it all seems empty. She always wannabe a grown up , She always told me , "I wanna be free " I will do whatever I want , when I grow up I will scold the children , I will buy many toys , I will build a house of cartoons, I will travel around the world, I will do this and that . Finally , When she grew up with time , It costs her childhood , to grow up , It costs her innocence , to grow up , It costs her sparkle , to grow up , It costs her trust , to grow up . It costs her nothing yet everything , to grow up . It's good yet not so good .... Now she can't even pretend to be innocent as she is not . She can't goof around , she has things to take care of , She can't trust people , as she had it enough , She can't enjoy her life as she is having it rough Now , when she think it back She lost the meaning of freedom She always wanted . It hasn't changed just get modified over time Now she wanted peace and calm , Now , nothing can satisfy her