Stability is the First Step

Everyone seems running but no, they are walking, but in a healthy way and as for you, things can be done both ways, things can be done by running as well, and yes, faster and better but its an unhealthy way, you have to rest again and again but in consistency, there's happiness it's self satisfactory and good for you so start accepting, if needed start over start walking and see for yourself. Explained story - A husband is asked to get extra 1000 rupees per month to satisfy his wife, the wife buys new saree with that money and she is happy and next month she wants one gram jewellery, asks for 3000 and so husband starts working 12 hours a day, he brings money and gives. following month she wanted 10000 to buy a tv, he does night shifts and safes money without eating, and yes, wife is happy than ever but- do you realize what happened to the husband? he's being crushed! yes, he's capable- but he's running in an unhealthy way, pushing himself and his body too hard yes I agree, he can do that much if he grows slowly month by month, he's capable one day. GROWTH IS NOT EXPONENTIAL ! Look at nature if you want proof. it's stable. Running isn't a solution. walking is. gradually increasing your capability is.