Spirit World love

I knew I would cause pain if I gave my heart of hearts..... this is the reflection of my walk through a river I once cried out... who got hurt over and over again!?! if I gave you all of me how would it be today?? like I'm out to break a heart or make life harder. " this is why I had a bytxh down for whatever " Her name was OMAK a makk mama , no drama just my pimp'n in my darkness. a sadgirl sypn on my memories... now it's I do wrong ways wrong playz leave to break you down... I knew you , the type, your steelo... I am a giver, a dreamer, a lover ... a forever! I'm just tainted walking through a place unseen.... the realist dream. I keep to the silence 🤫 I have too much love within...but I drown in my choicest decision. sypn until I see a visionary fairy idk but the opposite of the red roads pioty... seeking My sin and mystic to the bone.. leaving the world champz to rise up n sit with warriors welcomed by many my plate is a glimpse of timelessness in earth...my invitation. inspirational type shyt... chumpz I am the realist of this fall... I love n respect you too much to give you a head call... I don't want you to walk in a place where you can taint life and death peace pipe returns in love