speechless colors

I write down the words of what to say speechless colors in my mind I'm not without a voice I listen to the sound of music I try to keep calm in caous it's become almost my normal . people think but do they really I remember your voice I see your eyes I'm my mind as I sleep people break but don't have too the glass is on the floor and I walk away I choose to be sain. I stay silent watching angry but not conforming to the way I see angry mold. ugly is a choice beauty is made in to a ball of gold do you believe do you wonder do you seek I no longer look for trouble I'm growing beyond my years. a women told me to stay silent and watch you'll learn. now life has taught me lessons I can't fatium in words. so I stay mute around me not speaking not that I can't talk my voice sounds soft like water it crates ripples In people who are loud like a frequency un heard of I bend the minds of others when I show nothing fazed me. metal mindset to not break is to show I have become strong but it's okay to bend sometimes it's growth and new things form by bending it's creates a sound .