Spectator of your Life

Seeing you cry Watching you trip and fall apart When you bleed The pain you are in I enjoy being a spectator of your life Brings a smile to my face For how you ruined my youth Such torture i was in I can now freely say i hate you Though there is a small part of love Lingering for you But i know you well now You were a nightmare to my dreams The years i spent behind your shadow I know i have power over you, too Which is why i left And as i left You fell Left with your thoughts I know you are in pain And I absolutely love it I hope you spend the next 3 years Getting your karma Because i spent that long in pain That you caused, and now i heal Alone and well