Space Monster

I want to make this right, I want to really smile, I want to fall in love, And actually be loved. I would do it perfectly, If I just dared to let me, Let me be free, Let me break out, Let me feel pretty, And stop being that sprout. I want to paint myself blue, My whole body, so I could, I could fly to space, And I could freeze right there, Melt with the stars and don't really care. I've been a giver, I've been a keeper, Now I wanna be my own creature. I wanna be a legend, I wanna be remembered, I wanna be a space monster. I wanna emerge from the void, And never do anything wrong, Besides singing that song, That now I'm struggling to avoid. I want to be the one kids fear, I want to be alone, live right here, Enjoy the moment, forget the past, Know that in space I won't be the last. I want to be better, I want to forget her, I want to save lives, Put down the knives. I want to be someone, I want to build something, Don't want to be slumping, Just want to have some fun.