Soulmate

What will tomorrow bring? what I need or what I want? or will my skeletons come back to haunt? everything I touch either dies or goes away is that the price I must pay? will years of solitude be my demise ? a life of sorrow drenched in lies. is this a nightmare or dream? when I awake, how loud will I scream? is this my destiny, is this my fate? is there such a thing as a soulmate?