Soul in shadows

Soul in Shadows A heart heavy with sorrow's weight Lost in the depths of endless night Tears fall like rain, silent and cold Despair's embrace, a story untold Seeking solace in the dark unknown Whispers of hope, like a distant drone Yet within the depths, a light still gleams A flicker of hope, amidst shattered dreams Hurting like getting shot My heart remains tied in a not wanting to be free free from pain so I flee flee away from the problems could all this be avoided,in use of a condom I hurt like never before I try to protect myself and close the door close the door so they can't get in and bring out the pain from way within is it my fault for letting them harm me I want justice but it's not my cup of tea I try and try but my efforts are in vain Help me help me I cry in eternal pain