Sorry without regret

Simple but hurtful Essential but unworthy Remorseful but pretense Virtue but corruptible Sorry without regret from her A deceptive snare I kept falling in Resistant is a war Acceptance is self-destructive Baffling mind, darken heart No relief to the pain Never bother to talk Trust gone with the wind Yet, dependency cause holding on Yes, to my young offspring Our bonding making pain bearable Not giving up though Cause I known the pain of losing