sorry jon

7272691987... I'm around I'm not going anywhere it seems ... Your special to me ... U always have been that's why I just stayed with u when I literally could have just went home ... And did my drugs keep my bones warm at night know ??...well u should know they don't ...they leave u lonely and blissfully unaware of time . instead i stayed out with u in the cold .. chillin on some random sofa ... Ur were beautiful there ... Alone and not knowing why I was just so suddenly there ..aware and completely in oblivion ... So rare ... u saved me from myself almost every night at about a quarter pass 3 bewitching your hours every single moment u saw me ... I was dying literally no one ...could reach me ... And no one ever saw me ... I was completely unaware of my own existence hanging on to eternity when I had never even stepped on a path of normal human experience ... Humanity is what I lacked? Or was it always there ... Just hidden in my pocket so unaware how ... Brilliant and beautiful to find things when there lost and so I decide to grab hold of you and walk you home thru the dark .... Never forgetting you or the time I had lost ... Sorry Jon...